Monday, February 09, 2004
This journal entry is for my baby Rich. I love him more than I can even explain. I don't know the exact reason why I fell in love, or the exact time. It was just something I realized one day. I love everything about him. I love how he can always make me laugh even when I'm in the shittiest of moods. I love his personality. I love the way he worries about me, even though he sometimes worries a little too much haha. I love the sound of his voice. I love it when he tells me he loves me. I love the way I feel right before I call him every night. I get butterflies.
He's smart, sexy, funny, loving, loyal...everything I've ever wanted in a guy. The only thing I wish I could change would be the fact that he has a hard time trusting people, even me. I want him to know that no matter what happens, he'll always be my one and only. No one will ever take me away from him. I hope things will get better with time, and hopefully then he will be able to trust me completely.
I hope Rich and I are together forever. There's nothing I want more than to wake up 40 years from now and see him laying next to me.
I love you baby. <3
My hands were at your throat at 04:33 pm and I think I hate you
Another Freakin' Layout Change
Yeah, I couldn't resist. I'm such a layout whore. =) Tell me what you think. =)
My hands were at your throat at 03:54 am and I think I hate you
Sunday, January 25, 2004
My hands were at your throat at 07:12 pm and I think I hate you

Reincarnation: You are nice enough to go to heaven,
but Earth won't be as fun without you. So you
shall come back as someone or something else.
As a real optimist and lighthearted person, you
always see the good in things. People probably
respect you for your wonderful personality and
love for life. People like you make the world a
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My hands were at your throat at 02:37 am and I think I hate you
Your Tongue's Talent is Kissing!
You're the shy, silent type. You haven't had much experience at all, and you keep it quiet.
You love playing sweet and innocent, but you have naughty fantasies too. Your sweet little tongue is perfect for teasing.
You love to get your lovers all excited. But you can't keep letting them down, or you'll be left lonely.
Come out of your shell a little, experiment with new things. You've mastered kissing... it's time to be a little more daring!
You'd be most compatible with a Pussy Licker! This expert tongue magician will show you what's only been in your fantasies. You're inexperienced, so you don't want to go full blown just yet. A Pussy Licker will slowly inch towards the dark side.
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My hands were at your throat at 12:50 am and I think I hate you
Saturday, January 24, 2004
My hands were at your throat at 09:43 pm and I think I hate you
Yet ANOTHER layout change
Jeez, I am such a layout whore, aren't I? Well I got sick of all the dark colors and decided to lighten things up a bit. I like this very much. Yay.
My hands were at your throat at 02:48 pm and I think I hate you
Thursday, January 22, 2004
I really have nothing better to do
So I'm at school. It's lunchtime. I'm bored as fuck. I have no friends at this school so I just usually come to this classroom and fiddle around on the net. I'm a loser huh? Yeah I know I am. So anyway, I talked to Rich on the phone last night. He's such a sweetheart, and he makes me laugh. I haven't laughed in a while.
He was telling me all about his ex-girlfriends. It helped me understand why he doesn't trust people. He's been with some pretty psychotic chicks, let me tell ya. He sure knows how to pick 'em, haha. I won't go into too much detail, but his first girlfriend was a psychotic bitch, his second girlfriend was a psycho as well as a slut, and so was the third one really. They did some pretty fucked up stuff. All I want is for him to trust me. I know it'll be hard, but I want him to be able to trust me completely. I want him to realize that I'm not like those other girls and I won't do what they did. *sigh* I love him muchly. He's my plushie =) <3
My hands were at your throat at 11:44 am and I think I hate you
Tuesday, January 20, 2004
Bored in Multimedia Class...
So I'm in my multimedia class. So bored. My stomach hurts like a mofo. Ack! I only got like 3 hours of sleep last night. I feel like total shit. I wanna go hoooooooooome. I miss Rich. The end.
My hands were at your throat at 11:11 am and I think I hate you
Monday, January 19, 2004
My hands were at your throat at 04:27 am and I think I hate you