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This update is for Rich. My one and only love. My everything.

Rich, I know I have been far less than perfect. You have to believe me when I say that I am genuinely sorry. I know I have a horrible habit of no thinking before I act. I know I have some major things that I have to change. But I need you. I've never really NEEDED anyone like this before. But I DO need you. You have no idea how you have affected my life. I feel alive. I haven't felt this way in so long. I feel like I've found my missing puzzle piece, so to speak. It's so amazing, the way I feel even when I just think about you. Nothing else compares to that feeling. I'd give my life for you. I'd sell my soul for you. Excuse me if I sound a bit psychotic. But everything I'm saying is true. All I want is for us to try to talk and work this out. I know it's going to be hard for you because I understand how you feel and everything. But like I have been saying, I'd die without you. I need you in my life. There's a song that goes "If I can't have you, I don't want nobody baby". It's so true. No one can ever make me feel the same as you do. No one. I love you more than life.

<3 Zenia.

This is just a random entry. So I'm gonna be all over the place as far as subject matter goes. Sorry.

So I'm sitting in my Multimedia class right now. Just got finished with my photoshop project. I was supposed to make a magazine cover. I must say, it's pretty badass =D. It's got Taking Back Sunday on it. I heart TBS. I'm SO getting an A on this bitch.

Gah, I have allergies or something. My nose keeps running and my eyes keep itching and watering. LOL I just made the ugliest noise cuz of my itchy nose. It was like "Eeeeeerrgghhh!" LOL. Anyway, I need some fucking benadryl or some shit, cuz this is friggin' annoying. I gotta rub my eyes like every 3 seconds. Like right now. *pause* Eeeeeeerrrggghhh.

Ajhgsakjdgaf god damn it, I NEED BENADRYL!

So my ex-best friend is talking shit about me again. He says he's just doing it out of anger and he doesn't actually mean anything. Bullshit. He needs to fucking stop. He's probably going to turn all of our mutual friends against me and stuff. God, I fucking hate people sometimes. Ehhhhhh.

Woo! I get outta school early today! And I got a FOUR DAY WEEKEND! HELLZ YEAH! Omg I just said "hellz". Ehhhhhh. Oh well.

So things with me and my baby are fine. I talked to him last night, as I do every night. I love him so much. He was cracking me up last night. He was making fun of this one picture of me and my relatives in Denmark. It's funny cuz I'm the only "tan" one in the picture. I'm like, surrounded by a bunch of old white people. He was all like "Which one of these people doesn't belong? Is it Patrick Stewart? Old Man River? How about Old Mother Hubbard?" I was dying. Haha I guess you had to be there. I found it funny though. =D

The thing I don't get is that there are two certain girls who were recently trying to sabotage the relationship for some reason. This girl Kelsey has a grudge of some sort against Rich and she feels the need to take it out on me too. She sent me an AIM convo that supposedly Rich had with some girl named Samantha. It had a lot of, um, questionable subject matter. Come to find out, it wasn't even real. Kelsey was just trying to start shit. I hate that stupid bitch. She needs to just, like, die. I don't know what the fuck her problem is, but she needs to get over it. She's one of the main reasons why I cannot STAND females. Too much fucking drama. Ehhhhhh.

This sounds exactly like my Richie <3 I heart him muchly.





Your wings are DRAGON wings. Massive and covered in scales, they shimmer with strength and magic. They are the most obvious display of your power - though it runs equally throughout your heart and mind. You are uncompromising and grave, with a profound sense of justice. You have firm ideas about what is right and what is wrong and set out to fix what problems you can. You realize that you are more capable of dealing with life and evil than most, and as such you see it as your responsibility to protect those who cannot defend themselves. You have existed since antiquity and as such you are wise far beyond your years in this lifetime. While you strive for fairness and peace, if someone should steal from your cave of treasure (though not all that glitters is gold) or compromise the happiness of you or one who is close to you - they have signed their death warrant. You have a mighty vengeance and will unleash it upon such people immediately and mercilessly. Arguing with you is useless...you rarely back down and are known for holding firm in your beliefs. Sometimes you feel intensely burdened with the troubles of others...acting as a Guardian can get so wearisome. But you never give up...you see it as your life's mission. Often very introverted, you can be so smart...it's scary. Such a combination of intelligence, creativity, power, beauty, and magic is often intimidating to those around you - who are also unlikely to understand you. Arrogant, proud, overserious, and sometimes a bit greedy or obsessed with whatever treasure you choose to pursue...you have enchanted people for centuries, and will continue to do so.

This poll was started cuz Rich, being from Ohio, thinks it's weird that people here in California say 'soda' instead of 'pop' when referring to soft drinks. So scroll down, take the poll and leave a comment telling where you're from and what you answered. =)

This journal entry is for my baby Rich. I love him more than I can even explain. I don't know the exact reason why I fell in love, or the exact time. It was just something I realized one day. I love everything about him. I love how he can always make me laugh even when I'm in the shittiest of moods. I love his personality. I love the way he worries about me, even though he sometimes worries a little too much haha. I love the sound of his voice. I love it when he tells me he loves me. I love the way I feel right before I call him every night. I get butterflies.

He's smart, sexy, funny, loving, loyal...everything I've ever wanted in a guy. The only thing I wish I could change would be the fact that he has a hard time trusting people, even me. I want him to know that no matter what happens, he'll always be my one and only. No one will ever take me away from him. I hope things will get better with time, and hopefully then he will be able to trust me completely.

I hope Rich and I are together forever. There's nothing I want more than to wake up 40 years from now and see him laying next to me.





I love you baby. <3

Yeah, I couldn't resist. I'm such a layout whore. =) Tell me what you think. =)

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