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Friday, March 26, 2004
Gah, I can't believe I'm gonna miss the O.C. Erggg. I have night school every Wednesday now, so I won't be home in time. Ugh. Bleh. Night schoolis soooooooo boring. But it's easy as hell. Aaaaaaaaanyway. I was talking to Sheila earlier about her boyfriend and my boyfriend (hi babe!) and I was thinking about all of the little things that I love about Rich. I love the way he always sings, especially when he sings that "Yeah" song by Usher. I love the way he laughs. OMG I LOVE his laugh. He makes me laugh just by listening to him laugh. I love the way he calls me baby. It makes me feel special. He makes me laugh so much. He's so funny. And what makes him sexy is so much more than looks (although he's not too shabby in that department =D) Everything about him is sexy to me. He may not be perfect, but he's perfect for me.
//edit:
And we have this down,
Unlike everybody.
I'll spend a million nights
Just like tonight you know,
I screamed your name at the sky,
Until I lost my voice.
Well I'd give my life for you.
My hands were at your throat at 10:06 pm and I think I hate you
AGAIN. Yeah, this times it's green and black and white. I just felt like trying something different.
My hands were at your throat at 02:03 pm and I think I hate you
Thursday, March 25, 2004
LAYOUT UNDER CONSTRUCTION!
Excuse the mismatchyness =P
My hands were at your throat at 11:56 pm and I think I hate you
Tuesday, March 23, 2004
Light comes from within, your beaming eyes don't seem so bright
The newest lesson I learned:
TRUE love lasts through anything.
Words cannot explain the emotions I have gone through over the past couple of days. I've never felt so desperate, sad, hurt, angry (at myself), confused, and hopeless. And I've also never felt so loved and appreciated. Rich and I went through some stuff the other morning, and I swear when it all happened I thought my life was going to be over for good. I cried and cried and cried and begged and screamed for hours. I don't really want to talk about what for, but it could have potentially ruined our relationship for good. But when Rich finally said "I love you".... omg...I can't even begin to tell you how I felt. I guess we were broken up for about 3 hours or something. 3 of the worst hours of my life. But when we finally got back together, I was so completely happy. I can't even explain it. I was so so so so thankful and I felt so lucky. I love Rich with all my heart and soul and I know now that he really does love me too. I guess in a way, what we went through just made our love for eachother even stronger instead of breaking us up. He says he loves me more than ever now. And I couldn't be happier.
Rich and I have been through some hard times, but we're still together. When you truly love someone, the two of you can get through anything.
Erg, I'm just sitting here wondering WHY IN THE HELL I did certain things in my life. I MUST HAVE BEEN ON FUCKING CRACK TO HAVE EVER EVEN WENT NEAR HIM. EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. *BARF GAG PUKE*
On a little side note: If you're going to leave a smart-ass comment, please have enough balls to LEAVE YOUR NAME. It's kinda annoying to see a whole bunch of stupid comments where the person is too much of a pussy to leave their name. What, are you afraid to admit how much of a complete shitass you are? Is that it? Ugh, stupid people.
Oh by the way, it's sexy baby time.
WHAT A FUCKING P-I-M-P. <3
My hands were at your throat at 10:35 am and I think I hate you
Sunday, March 21, 2004
Dear Zenia,
Here is your horoscope
for Sunday, March 21:
How you ask determines what you'll get. Assume that no one else has claimed independent ownership of your bright idea. Starting over again refreshes you on many levels.
My hands were at your throat at 03:08 pm and I think I hate you
Friday, March 19, 2004
RULES:
1. Put your birth month in an entry.
2. Underline anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the seven that best apply to you.
4. Italicize those that are closely related to you
MARCH:
Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
And from what I know, this is how Rich might answer.
SEPTEMBER:
Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious, and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic. My hands were at your throat at 06:47 pm and I think I hate you
I'm back! After 6 long days, I'm finally updating. This is going to be a long entry like whoa.So Friday was my birthday as you well know. I went to L.A. woop woop! My birthday was pretty okay I guess. I got like $250, so needless to say, on Friday I spent a shitload of money. My mom had to work that day so I didn't get to see her until like 10pm. When mommy got off work, we went out to eat at this sushi place. Mmmmmm so good. I stayed at my mommy's house. It was good being home. I really miss her a lot. So on Saturday, I went to Knott's Berry Farm. That was fun, except my parents fought the whole way there. My dad was about to throw my mom out of the car. Erg. So anyway, Knott's Berry Farm was awesome. Ghostrider is the best fucking roller coaster EVER. OMG it was so rad. Like totally rad omg! Heh anyway, we spent the whole day there. Was fun. So yeah, lemme see, Sunday was fun as well. Hung out with my old friends. Hadn't seen 'em in a while. We went to the Westside Pavillion and just walked around and stuff. I met this girl named Bailey. She was pretty cool. She had a mohawk. After walking around the mall we went to Jack In the Box and got food. Hahahaha 8:16! (inside joke) hehe. I also spent some time with my mom on Sunday. I really miss my mom a lot. I wish I could go home =( Like I said, I didn't leave L.A. until like 10. I didn't wanna leave.
So this next paragraph's going to be about Rich. It's so amazing, I love him more than anything in this world. He's like my missing puzzle piece. He makes me happier than I have ever been. Even though we fight sometimes, the hard times are what make the good times special. Words cannot express how much love I've felt during the past 2 months.
Rich:
The memories we've already made are so amazingly priceless and I will cherish these and the ones we'll make in the future with everything I have. I realized how much I want to become a better person; for my family, friends, you, and myself. When I think about my future, I think you. I know some people think we're too young and naive, but all that doesn't matter. I believe we can prove them wrong and truly be together. I know we've both been hurt to the point past tears but, we've made it through, and that's love. I hope you know that I love you more than anything in this world and I always will.
My hands were at your throat at 01:22 am and I think I hate you
Thursday, March 11, 2004
[God damn it sdfjalksjfhadf]
So tomorrow's my birthday. And as usual, Rich is mad at me for something. Great.
My hands were at your throat at 07:30 pm and I think I hate you
Yay. I guess.
Here's my horoscope for today.
Here is your horoscope
for Thursday, March 11:
Live differently on an unusual day. Channel your energy into water sports or gardening, weather permitting. You feel close to the source of your greatest happiness. Let it revive you.
[[The source of my greatest happiness of course being my Richie<3]]
I'll edit the rest laterrrrrrr. My hands were at your throat at 11:25 am and I think I hate you
Wednesday, March 10, 2004
SADLFKJASDFHLASDHFLKJHSKDJAHSDKHFKASJF
I HATE MY DUMB LIFE.
My hands were at your throat at 02:16 pm and I think I hate you
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