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me Zenia. 18. Born [03.12.86]. Pisces. Shy. Smart. Taken. Weird. In love. Random. Funny. Insecure. Caring. Soda addict. I love Rich. Music. Food. Sleep. Colors. Photography. Ice Cream. Making Out. Cuddling. Kisses on the forehead. Warm Weather. Chucks. Breacelets. Clothes. Purses. Nail polish. Love notes. Emo. Screamo. The beach. The O.C. Cats. I hate Loud people. Rude people. Ghetto people. Smoking. Drugs. War. You.


An insincere and evil friend is more to be feared than a wild beast; a wild beast may wound your body, but an evil friend will wound your mind.
~ Buddha

You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection.
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I'm gonna stay eighteen forever
So we can stay like this forever
And we'll never miss a party
cause we keep them going constantly
And we'll never have to listen
to anyone about anything
cause it's all been done and it's all been said
we're the coolest kids and we take what we can get

You're just jealous 'cause we're young and in love.







At The Moment
(Last Updated April 10, 2004)

[Zenia Feels]:The current mood of PinkGranniePanties at www.imood.com

[Eating]: ice cream

[Drinking]: nothing

[Song]:Spitalfield - I Love The Way She Said L.A.




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Monday, January 19, 2004
Ah, interesting quiz.

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Duty and Loyalty: You serve your purpose and do
what you must do. People would consider you
someone to rely on, and one who keeps his/her
word when he/she gives it.

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Bit of a layout change...

Nothing too drastic, really. Just more of a blue and green theme instead of a pink and green theme. I quite like it. I don't like pink too much anyway, at least not the kind I was using before. The heading and tagboard sign were made by me, with a bit of help from FlamingText. ^_^

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Sunday, January 18, 2004
Quit it. Just stop.

If you think you are in any way proving a point or accomplishing anything by harassing me, you aren't. Stop. Stay the hell off my site if you're just going to harass me. You know who you are. Thanks.

P.S. I will talk to whomever I please. Nat happens to be a good friend.

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Saturday, January 17, 2004
I'm having a girl moment

Each and every day, I try to make some sense of this
What you mean to me, I know it could be serious
Each and every nite, I dream about just holding you
Loving you like this, what is a girl supposed to do

I love you
I want you
You're the one that I live for
And I can't take it any more
I love you
I need you
What can I do to make you see
You're the only one for me

I love you, I want you, I need you in my life
Can't you see what you mean to me
Baby come hold me tight
I miss you, wanna kiss you
Everytime I see your face
Baby I'll be waiting for you
Each and everyday

 

<3<3<3<3<3<3

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Friday, January 16, 2004
New survey for the hell of it. I stole it, by the way

1.Full Name- Zenia Catharina Pollard
2.Nicknames- Xena, Zee
3.Age- 17
4.Birthday- March 12
5.Zodiac Sign- Pisces
6.Sex- Female
7.Height- 5'8"
8.Pets-1 Bird
9.Siblings- None
10.Parents- Elisa and Tim
11.Hobbies- Acting, being addicted to the internet, other stuff
12.School – Tennyson High School, the ghettoest school in existance

~§*Favorites*§~

13.Color- Blue, black, red, silver, pink, green, yellow, sometimes lavender
14.Car- Classics
15.Food- Japanese, Italian, Seafood, Indian, fast food shit
16.Soda- Coke, Pepsi, Strawberry
17.Alcoholic drink-Alcohol sucks, but if I have to name something I don't mind, it would be Corona
18.Restraunt- Vermont, Palermo's, Pasta Pomodoro, Le Boheme
19.Football team- Football is dumb
20.Basketball team- Basketball is also dumb, but not as dumb as football
21.Baseball team- Baseball is dumb
22.Softball team- Again, dumb
23.Sport- Skateboarding or surfing
24.Music- "emo", "screamo", "pop-punk", "HxC", reggae, sometimes rap (not the radio shit)
25.Boy band- WTF?!?! Didn't they all die?
27.Male singer- Brandon Boyd of Incubus
28.Actor- Uh, Johnny Depp and/or Orlando Bloom and/or Leonardo Dicaprio (He's a good actor, leave me alone)
29.Actress- Uh...I dunno.
30.Movie- American Beauty, What's Eating Gilbert Grape, Hester Street, The Others
31.Vacation- Denmark
32.Mall- Stoneridge
33. Town- Los Angeles
34.Song- I have a lot of favorites
35.Store- Roxy, PacSun, Zumiez, Vans, Red Zone, Hot Topic (for band T-shirts), Urban Outfitters
36.Season- Summer
37.Cartoon- Daria, Ren And Stimpy
38.Book- White Oleander, Hitch Hiker's Guide to the Galaxy
39.Teacher- Mr Fris represent! Woop Woop!!
40.Class- Drama
41.Flower – Daisies, Pink Roses
42.Show- Blind Date...uh... I don't really watch TV that much
44.Quote- I don't know
45.Holiday- Halloween
46.Board Game- Clue, Candy Land
47.Card Game- Speed
48.Disney Movie- Finding Nemo and The Lion King and Alice in Wonderland and Lady and the Tramp
49.Radio Station- KROQ sometimes
50.Channel- Comedy Central, MTV2
51.Emotion-Love, happiness
52.Magazine- Mean Street, AMP
53.Number- 2, 12
54. Letter Of The Alphabet- R, Z, E, M

 

~§*Who*§~

56. Is the most important person in your life- I don't have a single most important person
57.Is Your Best Friend- Sheila, Michelle, Ann Rose, Rob, Rich
58.Do You Cry To-Everyone, heh
59.Cries To You- Everyone, heh
60.Do You Get The Most Surveys From- I just find them randomly
61.Do You Go To For Advice- Sheila
62.Comes To You For Advice- Everyone
63.Is Your Worst Enemy- Hmm, I'd have to say myself
64.Do You Look Up To- My mom
65.Looks Up To You- Michelle and Ann Rose I guess
66.Knows You Best- Sheila, My mom
67.Do You Like To Hang Out With The Most- Sheila, Michelle, Ann Rose
68.Is The Craziest Person You Know- Me! And Sheila and Ann Rose and Michelle
69.Is The Funniest Person You Know- I know a lot of funny people, but Rich is damn funny. So is Michelle
70. Has The Most Blonde Moments- Nancy lol
71. Do You Like- Rich heh heh heh
72.Do You Want To Marry- DUH!<3<3<3
73.Has The Best Hair- Julie
74.Has The Best Personality- A lot of people
75.Do You Want To Be Like- Me
76.Has The Most Influence On You- A Lot of people have influenced me, but mostly my mom

~§*Just some questions*§~


76.Do You Have A Boyfriend? Fo Sho    77. If So What's His Name? Rich
78.Do You Like Your Parents? Sometimes
79.Your Siblings? I have none
80.Are You Talking To Anyone Online? Not at the moment
81.Who? N/A
82.Are You Happy With Your Life- Meh...
83.Would You Die For A Friend- Depends on who

~§*Do you believe in*§~

84.God- Meh...
85.Heaven- I dunno
86.Hell- Nah
87.Love At First Sight- Yes
88.Superstitions- Yeah sometimes
89.A Perfect Guy- Perfect FOR ME, yes, but not perfect totally

 

~§*Which one*§~

90.Lust Or Love- Love most definitely
91.Having A Night Alone With My Man Or At A Party- Night Alone...
92.Messy Or Clean- Messy
93.Computer Or Dvd- Computer
94.Cd's Or Dvd- CD
95.Cd's Or Radio- CDs
96. Computer Or Phone- Phone
97.Flowers Or Chocolate- Chocolate
98.Bush Or Gore- Gore
99.Clinton Or Bush- Clinton
100.Guy Friend Or Girl Friend- They're both great to have
101.Kiss Or Hug- Kiss
102.Chocolate Or Vanilla- Both
103.Children or None- Two maximum
104.Blonde or Brown Hair On Guys- Brown
105.Blue Eyes Or Brown- It's all good
106.Clothes Or No- No
107.Thong Or Bikini- Bikini, I hate the way my ass looks in thongs
108.Sunscreen or Sun Tan Lotion- Sunscreen
109.Ring or Bracelet- Bracelet
110.Bracelet or Necklace- Bracelet
111.Necklace or Anklet- Anklet
112.Movie/Tv- Movies
113.Pen Or Pencil- Pen
114.Day Or Night- Both
115.Dark Or Light- both
116.Shoes On Or Off- Off
117.Long Or Short Hair- Doesn't matter
118.Burger King or McDonalds- Burger King
119.Taco Bell Or KFC-Taco Bell
120.Britney Or Christina- Ew
121.NSYNC or BSB- Ew
122.Eminem Or Dr. Dre- Oh come on....ugh
123.Coke Or Pepsi- Same shit to me
124.Sprite Or Mountain Dew- Mountain Dew
125.E-mail or Snail Mail- E-mail is faster
126.Blue Or Green- depends
127.Black Or White- depends
128.Pink Or Purple- pink
129.Yellow or Orange- Yellow
~§*When was the last time you*§~

130. Talked On The Phone- about 13 hours ago, to Rich
131.Talked Online- Right now, Rich just IMed me
132.Said I Love You- On the phone 13 hours ago to Rich
133.Said Thank You- Last Night for dinner
134.Did Something Nice- I dunno
135.Read A Book- God, it's been forever
136.Went Shopping- A couple of weeks ago
137.Exercised- LOL
138.Watched TV- Last Night
139.Prayed- Uh....damn I don't remember, it's been years
140. Taken A Shower- Yesterday
141.Helped A Friend- Last Night
142.Went On Vacation- Uhm...an actual vacation? A couple of years ago


~§*Where*§~

143.Do You Want TO Go To College- Uh, shit I dunno, somewhere in Cali
144.Do You Want To Live- L.A.
145.Do You Want To Go On Vacation- Denmark again, and Austraila
146.Do You Visit Most- School, Sheila's house, My uncle's house, my gma's house
147.Do You Want To Go To Heaven Or Hell- Heaven

~§*What*§~

 

148.Do You Like To Do- Listen to music, Talk On the Phone, Hang with friends, talk to Rich
149.Friend Is Always There- Sheila
150.Is The Best Vacation You've Been On- Denmark
151.Do Want To Be When You Grow Up- Actress, model, photographer
152.Is The Last Thing You Said To Someone- Like actually said? "Bye babe" to Rich
153.Is The Last Thing Someone Said To You- "Bye honey" from Rich
154.Relative You Like Most- Mama, Gabriel
155.Would YOu Like Your Name To Be- Claire
156.Is Your Favorite Sport- Skating


~§*Have you.... in the last 24 hours*§~
157.Cried- Yes
158.Sang- Yeah
159.Showered- Yeah
160.Gotten In Trouble- No
161.Cut Your Hair- No
162.Ate A Meal-Yeah
163.Kissed Someone- No
164.Said I Love You- Yes
165.Made A New Friend- Nope
166.Talked Online- Yeah
167.Talked On the Phone- Yeah
168.Checked Your E-mail- Yeah
169.Gone Bowling- No
170.Got In A Fight- Umm, yeah =(
~§*Have you ever*§~

171.Been Drunk- Yeah =(
172.Been So Drunk You've Passed Out- Yeah =(
173.Gotten High- Once, it was dumb
174.Had An Imaginary Friend- Yeah
175.Cried During A Movie- Yeah
176.Gotten In A Car Accident- No
177. Liked Someone So Much You Cried- Yes
178.Cussed When Your Parents Weren't Around- Yes
179.Sang In Front of A Mirrow- Yeah
180.Sang In Public- I was In Chorus
181.Spent More Than An Hour On Your Hair- Yeah
182.Sleep Walked- No
183.Talked In Your Sleep- No
184.Gone Caroling- Nope
185.Watched A Scary Movie and Not Been Able To Sleep That Night- Yes
186.Told Someone You Loved Them And Not Meant It- No
187.Told Someone You Loved Them And Meant It- Yeah
188.Stayed Up All Night- Yeah

~§*Movies*§~

189.What Is The Funniest Movie You Have Ever Seen- I dunno
190.Whats the Scariest Movie You've Ever Seen- The Sentinel, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre, The Others
191.What Is the Most Romantic Movie You've Ever Seen- A Walk To Remember *sniff* =(
192.What Is The Best Movie You've Ever Seen- See my faves
193.What Movie Made You Cry The Most- Titanic (Yeah I'm a lameass)
194.No matter how many times you see it what movie always makes you cry- Titanic
195.No matter how many times you see it what movie always makes you laugh- Finding Nemo =)

~§*If you were stranded on a desert island*§~

196.Who would you take- Rich weee!
197.What 3 items would you take- speedboat, gas, cell phone
198.Which island would you want to be stranded on- A sunny one with shelter and a good climate.
199.Would you kill an animal for food- If I absolutely had to
200.Would you enjoy it- No =(
201.Would you panic or relax- Relax unless something bad happened
202.Which 2 people would you take- Rich, Sheila

~§*Would you ever*§~

203.Jump out a plane- Um...
204.Go bungee jumping- No
205.Go skydiving- Umm...
206.Jump off of a bridge- No
207.Kiss your best friend- GOD NO
208.Drink- No
209.Get high- No
210.Gamble- No
211.Fly a plane- No
212.Kill someone- No
213.Kill yourself- No
214.Stick up for a friend- Yes
215.Go to a foreign country- Yes
216.Smile at you enemy- Yes
217.Throw a party- Hell Yeah
~§*Love Life*§~

218.Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend- Yeeeeeuh
219.What is their name- Rich <3
220.How long have you been going out with them- umm....A couple weeks,  I dunno
221.Do you have a crush besides your boyfriend/girlfriend- Nope
222.If so who- N/A
223.How long have you liked them- Who? My b/f? a few weeks
224.What do you like about that person- he makes me laugh
225.Who was your first crush- Uh, prolly Noah in 7th grade
226.Who was your first kiss- Don't worry about it
227.Would you ever be in a long distance relationship – Yes, in one now
228.Would you ever cheat on your boyfriend/girlfriend-NO


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Thursday, January 15, 2004
Me and my 3 month old cousin <3



This is me and my 3 month old cousin Gabriel. I adore him! He's such a sweet happy baby. <3
 

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Tuesday, January 06, 2004
<3

RICH IS MY BABY!! <3

*Muah*


I LOVE YOU HONEY<3<3<3

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Sunday, January 04, 2004
<3 <3 <3

 we just met,
but i feel like ive known you forever
i dont wanna lose you
where would i be?
ive looked in every direction so many times
and this time i found what i was looking for.

do you feel the same way i do.
i really think that its you.
i dont wanna go on without you by my side.

are you afraid

knowing you are in my life
makes me happier as the minutes tick by
i wanna be your significant other, your other half.
id walk through fire, just to see your smile.
nothing will keep me from seeing you, i promise.

do you feel the same way i do.
i really think that its you.
i dont wanna go on without you by my side.

the feel of your lips, the finest silk
your smile, the most beautiful sunrise.
you are a gift from God
the greatest suprise.


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Saturday, January 03, 2004
Well it's the new year...

My new Year's Eve was pretty fun I suppose. I went to my best friend's cousin's house. His name's Rudy. He's hella funny, I love him so much. It was me, Sheila, her sister Linda, her cousin Rudy, and Rudy's friend Alexis (Alexis is a guy, by the way. Weird name huh?) So anyway, we hung out, listened to music, joked around, played Tony Hawk Underground, ate pizza and yadda yadda yadda. Then we did the whole countdown thing at 12. It was pretty fun. I got sprayed in the mouth with silly string and Rudy got out his paintball gun. Fun stuff. Then we stayed up until 7 am talking about everything ther is to talk about. Dead bodies and such. Twas interesting stuff.

I have a cramp in my hand. No more typing.

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Monday, December 29, 2003
Tsk tsk tsk...


My life is rated R.
What is your life rated?

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